the thing about running my silly little d&d game is that it has fundamentally changed me and my life forever, for the better.
thinking about “i am made better by you; i am made more myself by you” but irl about this fucking game!! like!!!
i have never, in my entire life, worked so hard at anything, so consistently, for so long, as i have running this game. i have never been so open and radically vulnerable as i have running this game. and in turn, i have never asked for what i needed and reached out for support from my friends as consistently and loyally as i have while running this game. i have never leaned into anything as hard as I’ve leaned into the challenges and tensions and complications of running this game. i have never committed myself to creativity and to living a creative life as i have since i started running this game. it has changed my life. it has changed me. it has made me more myself. ttrpgs are magic. friends are magic.
(via germainfirebrand)




































